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MEMOIRS OF A PONYGIRL.

This diary really isn't about my human exsistance, my art carear, and all that normal stuff, this is about my other side, the side that only a select few of my real life friends know about. this is how I became a pony girl, and my experiences in ponyplay.

I'm called DaizieDawl and I'm a ponygirl. I've been one for a while now. I've actually been interested in being a pony since I was a little girl. I remember writing something in kindergarden class. Our teacher wanted us to write what we wanted to be when we grow up. I remember writing how much I wanted to be a pony.. perhaps one day I will hunt this paper down and scan it in for you, it's quite adorable from my memory.

I've been around real horses since I was about five or so, raising and training them by the time I was ten, I was involved in 4-H, FFA, breed registeries and shows, as well as the open circuit. I've done all forms of showing and pleasure riding. (besides halter and showmanship, I've done western, english, jumping, trail, dressage, driving, ground training, imprinting foals, involved in picking the stud out for my mare and completely raising the foals from birth to adult-hood, one filly I had for 6 years before I sadly had to pick between her and her mother.... that was a hard decision, I kept my old mare.

I moved to the city and so had to send my last horse (My old mare, Peaches) (at one time I had 5!) to my mothers so I could attend college. I haven't seen her in 3 years now, as I HATE my stepdad, he is a prick and a horrible womanizer in the worse way. and unfortunately, Peaches lives not only with my mom, but my step-dick (also the drive is about 7 hours away now). I haven't been on the back of a real horse in two years, as because I moved to the city, I had to eventually stop giving riding lessons to the girls at this one stables who lets me use their horses.

I find myself following police horses in the city when I get the rare chance of seeing them on the streets when I have the time to stalk them. So now I have become my own pony.

Like I said, I've really been into ponyplay since before I knew it was called that. I used to pull other kids in the horse carts at our barn before and after using the horses. when we would play 'house', I was the family horse. I always volunteered to be the family horse. I loved it.. I also played the family dog on occasion when no one wanted a horse. I remember my brother lunging me when I was 4 years old, before I had horses. we used the dog's leash, and I would run around him in our back yard, whinnying and snorting and galloping.

I have been a circus pony in the Circus de Fetish shows here in the great Northwest before. that was a fun and exciting experience. I've been to outside practices before, and have finally attended my first pony play event. But that's in a blog.

I'm not into it for the reasons most pony people are into it for. I enoy being a horse,I do get excited, but I don't do it at all for the sexual appeal. lately, that seems to be a bonus for my boyfriend-slash-handler, I'll do it that way for him. but really, I love the physical work involved in it.. you are treated like a pony. just like a pony.. do you fuck your pony? that's bedroom fare for me, maybe in ponygear someday... but not for a while. as a pony, I enjoy the companionship between me and whoever is handling me, or driving me, or longeing me. I don't like to be dominated. I am a very spunky ponygirl and I have been known to misbehave and even break the leadline and run off to be chased down.... or not chased down. treat me right, and I will obey though. Teamwork, not domination is what every real pony enjoys, and it's what I enjoy. I will please my handler this way.

well, I think I've rambled on enough and will save the rest for future blogs.

enjoy,

~Daiziedawl

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